Why don't you try being grounded for the whole damn holidays with no access to the tv and the computer.OH HOW LOVELY.

Thankgod I'm not the best kid on earth and thats why I come online illegally and like watch all my programmes whenever the folks go out.Still, I'd much prefer to do it without a guilty conscience.staying at home is killing me and I want to go out,but not with my parents and not to tuition.ARGH.

I can't hold a conversation with the moose anymore.I'm convinced-as much as I hate it- that we're never again gonna have the same relationship we used to have.Not when everytime we start talking she chooses to rake up all the bad stuff and nag.

I'm NOT menopausal, she'll say.

And who are you kidding,I'll ask.She should really be more like my father. Even though he's like a quiet guy and I'm really scared of him, atleast he's reasonable and he listens to what I have to say.And because he listens, he could say no to whatever I may be asking for and I'd still respect him just as much.Unlike the moose.HMPH.she drives me so mad I'm better of not talking to her.When she realises I've stopped talking to her, she'll bribe me.Ohyeah the power of MONEY and TV.Be nice to mummy and you'll get to watch the prison show with the handsome boy tonight.

To think I gave in like so many times.Now I know better.I'll ignore her and watch the whole thing on youtube when she goes out.AHAHAHA.She's losing me.Sooner or later she'll lose my brother.Threatening a boy his age doesn't work anymore.She tried taking away his chance to play BMT at some tournament and he snapped.Like really went mad and shut himself out and threw away his shirts and racket and godknowswhat.SEE.you're ruining lives moose.And she can't bear to see him giving up bmt cus its like his life and when she takes her words back and tries to put things right,things go smoothly but all respect is lost.

In any case,we'll still have to EAT tonight don't we.With faces as black as my folks,its best to shut up and eat and not say a thing.Not even when I'd so much like to say how I feel the fish on the plate looks like it was called snufferfagus(!) when it was alive and not when I feel like telling the joke about the oldlady and the peanuts.NEVERMIND.I shall tell it to whoever I see in school and they'd listen and laugh.Thankgod for friends<3

There's lotsa stuff tmr.Stb with balls and Comm mtg and watergames preparation for the camp.And I'll see TheMan I hope((:

Jolly: Know what,I can't be bothered with her.I'm quite mad with her now I'm stopping myself from using thefword.SIGH.forget her,by the way, your latest post makes hell alot of sense.Ilike,Ilike!! I hope she really loves me la or I'll just die:( we'll see tmr:D

Char: i did,scroll down a few posts dear(: ahaha i guess I'm just a little imaginative, but really i had your interest at heart.EH!so what did he tell you in church?!! Anyways,SIGH i leave the crashing up to you people, I've got lotsa food at home(: but if not,seriously,till the 17th then.I really miss you guys like LOADS:((